irun's Journal

zanydaez · A Rocket To The Moon-Like We Used To 🌻✨🌊🌿 Instead of breakup in a good way, universe made me in opposite way,  Of course i clearly remember how it feels like when your nightmare became true :)  How it feels like, when everything that you overthinking in every night, at the end it happen :)  How can you be so heartless?  How can you treat the person who gave you everything like that?  How can you ignore everything I ever did to you?  How can you live that fake love?  Am I not good enough for you? Am I ugly to you? Am I not that worth it to appreciate by you? After everything we've been through together, it's all fake?  Our story never existed?  Treat others just like what I want, but not the way you treated me.  How dare you being like that...  Well, actually I do realize and know what you do behind me,  I just denial to believe it, you know why?  Simply, I TRUST YOU.  And I GAVE YOU A CHANCE ...

Andante · Andante ( Vierra ) - Seandainya ^klik Listen in Browser kalo buka ini di handphone / play kalo ga autoplay di laptop ☺ Dear Pesutku!♡ Selamat 1 tahun kenal aku di dunia nyata, tanggal ini adalah awal aku jumpa dengan dirimu serta masuk ke perangkapmu♡ Hahahaha lol! Jangan marah ya setelah baca pesan panjang ini. Kamu perlu tau apa yang aku rasain. Anggep aja wasiat haha :p Here we go! I wrote this in the middle of night while listening to Apa Mungkin by Bernadya, and right now I'm feeling so blue, I miss u so bad but it's hurt idk why. I hate myself, why I have this overthinking, it will come when you're not beside me or when you just ignore me with your games (it's totally fine actually, that's your hobby tho).  These days, I feel so insecure. About my life, my appearance, and my... everything! I feel that I'm not that good enough for you too. Hmmmmm. Also,  I hate the feeling when I miss you so much but you seem not. Somehow I feel unwanted. Ev...