Untold Story: Fake Love 1

zanydaez · A Rocket To The Moon-Like We Used To

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Instead of breakup in a good way, universe made me in opposite way, 

Of course i clearly remember how it feels like when your nightmare became true :) 

How it feels like, when everything that you overthinking in every night,

at the end it happen :) 

How can you be so heartless? 

How can you treat the person who gave you everything like that? 

How can you ignore everything I ever did to you? 

How can you live that fake love? 

Am I not good enough for you?

Am I ugly to you?

Am I not that worth it to appreciate by you?

After everything we've been through together, it's all fake? 

Our story never existed? 

Treat others just like what I want, but not the way you treated me. 

How dare you being like that... 

Well, actually I do realize and know what you do behind me, 

I just denial to believe it, you know why? 

Simply, I TRUST YOU. 

And I GAVE YOU A CHANCE TO CHANGE. 

And you know what? 

There so many times I want to break up with you,  

But I choose to survive, 

And it turns out that actually hurt me even deeper!

Stupid me. 

To trust someone who told me to not insecure, 

to not overthinking of everything.. yada yada yada

It's my fault, i should've give up from the start 

when you suddenly kamcagia being jerk shibal seikkya and cold.

I thought you scared to lose me, but you're not :) 

So many backup "plans" huh? :) 

Poor me, hoping someone to be my first and last, 

Poor me, to trust someone like you, 

Poor me, to being foolish just because i felt being loved and cherished :) 

Poor me, to have a high expectation about you, ABOUT US. 

But thanks to universe for all this pain and tears, 

After all this time, I believe you can't change at all~

Habit is habit, right? 

I know you never ever love me from the first sight, do you? 

You wouldn't bear to think that I never existed and cheat on me if you do lalalala :) 

Unfortunately, I'm not the one you were looking and need for 

But no matter what happen between us, 

Good luck on your journey, 

Nice to know you, 

Thanks for being a part and lesson on my story, 

You were somebody that i used to know, and i just being somebody pleasure :)

FIN

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